Friday, May 15, 2009
A short discursive forray into science and religion
Here is my long-awaited missive on some views on science and religion for your reading pleasure! Use/destroy at will...
So, for any that know me, I am going to be arguing for the merry coexistence of science and religion, but I should say that I have been on several sides of this debate through different stages of my life, and know and love people on all sides of it, so I hope that I have a pretty wide view of the topic.
Also, one subject I won't go into is the whole faith vs religion argument. I will be treating it in a very ill-defined way as having a set of beliefs in some kind of god/God that then has some effect on how one lives one's life. Of course many (including people of 'faith') view 'religion' as a set of exclusive clubs that just excuse the right to be nasty to members of other exclusive clubs. I will hold to the more optimistic line...
I will not profer more than my own personal views here - you can look up plenty of other points of view from both sides of the coin online or in many many (too many?) books.
OK, now we have the stage set, let's get down to business.
The subject of 'evidence' has been mentioned, so let's start there. In this science v religion argument, those making the most noise are unsurprisingly the ones at the extremes. But it is worth mentioning that the quiet majority actually sit quite happily in the middle - that is to say that there are many many scientists who have faith and many people of faith who have no problems with the tenets of science. And we are not talking shoddy or fluffy scientists here, but of all levels and abilities. I have heard it say that in university Christian Unions, there are more scientists than artists.
I personally think that scientists like to put a framework on things, and many have found that there are parts of life that no scientific framework will help you solve. So they search for another, and for many the religious framework fits quite nicely.
And so it is for billions of people across the world. Now if there were obvious upsides to being religious then this would be a pretty moot point. But given that some of these people undergo considerable opposition and harm because of their views, then we have to think rather more seriously about this. Why on earth would you believe in something that causes you harm, and that there is little empirical evidence of, unless you actually believed that (a) it was true, and/or (b) it gave you some benefit to your life? Now of course we are not all martyrs, but I think they raise some interesting questions.
Let us return to the point of 'parts of life that no scientific framework will help you solve'. I like to take the example of music here (as it has rather less emotional attachment). Now as any physicist will tell you, music is just a bunch of vibrations in the air particles of various frequencies. The biologist could tell you about how the eardrum picks up the vibrations. The biochemist could tell you how the signal is transferred along the auditory nerves to the brain. The experimental psychologist could tell you about the general behaviour of the parts of the brain that are stimulated. And I am sure there are others who could talk about the importance of music in the development of humankind in terms of reinforcing identity and hence strengthening the group, therefore increasing the likelihood of survival. But none of that makes the slightest bit of difference to the feeling you get when you listen to Beethoven's Fifth, or 'Born Slippy' by Underworld. Nor is it necessary for the enjoyment the same (although I am sure that there are physicists whose enjoyment of music is enhanced greatly by the appreciation of the subtle complexities of interference involved). So I think it is plausible to state that 'an appreciation of music' and 'science' are mutually exclusive.
And I think, dear reader, you can see where I'm going from there. We could apply the same arguments to love, where an understanding of the vaguaries of oxytocin and vasopressin will do nothing to change the effect of the most powerful experiences in one's life. Similarly, understanding the behaviour of pack animals won't change how a person relates to their family and friends. So it is clear to see that in many parts of life, while science already provides a lot of answers to the questions of 'how', that does not necessarily help an individual, scientist or not, to deal with those situations.
That is not to say that there is anything wrong with the science involved - I hold the members of my profession in the highest esteem. It is just that the scientific method is not designed to answer such questions. A useful phrase I have heard is: 'science deals with the what, how and when, faith deals with the who and the why'.
To finish off this line of argument, let's say that science did have all the answers to life's questions. What would that mean for the human race? Firstly you would expect scientists' lives to be 'better' in some way. Well, I think a quick look around would suggest that this is clearly not the case. I know just as many intelligent people who struggle with drink, drugs, affairs, divorces, emotional pain and heartache as I do less intelligent. Being bright is a very useful tool and used wisely can really help to alleviate some of the problems that this world can throw at you. But, and I speak from personal experience here, it is not the be-all and end-all, and resting too much on one's own abilities can lead you down some pretty damaging alleyways. One can say exactly the same about money - there are probably just as many divorced parents at the affluent school that I teach at than at the local comp (if not more).
We are very good at conning ourselves that our lives are better than for those who are less fortunate than ourselves. However anyone who has travelled to what used to be known as the third world would know that the people they meet, often totally uneducated, are just as warm, just as friendly, and just as happy as anyone at home. I know a man who takes UK businessmen to help out 'third world' businesses to aid local development. His observations were that, while the visitors may have had much more in the way of personal wealth, those they were helping tended to be much better off 'spiritually' (i.e. in there sense of wellbeing etc.). So I think that this shows that education (scientific and otherwise) and money, while incredibly useful tools, are not the route to happiness. I think it has been interesting to see that in these economically troubled times, people's satisfaction in their job has actually improved. For once, people are seeing what they have, and are being thankful. Interesting.
Anyway I have digressed far too far. Hopefully I have shown that there are many questions in this world that science can't answer. And I have also shown that being a scientist or educated does not in itself help you navigate your way through this life. Note (and I apologise to my consulting friends) that the evidence is not necessarily of the type you can plot on a graph. But I hope that you will find it as compelling as I do.
I would hopefully think that we are now at the stage where the phrase 'scientific discovery will make religion redundant' now sounds as ridiculous as 'scientific discovery will make music redundant'. It is worth noting that this phrase was first thrown about hundreds of years ago, and religion doesn't seem to be going anywhere. While in the public press there is much talk of the demise of religion, in fact there is no such thing - for Christianity in the UK a general decrease in the 'traditional' churches has been more than compensated for by an explosion in the newer 'evangelical' churches (I use the term very loosely).
Having spoken at length about science, let's have one quick comment on 'faith'. Some people would suggest that actually not believing in a god is as much a statement of faith as believing in a god. You are still making a comment about how you believe the world works, with little evidence to support the matter. But then we get into the 'Miracle on 34th Street' situation of arguing about whether the onus is on the faithist or the anti-faithist to deliver the proof. And that seems a little silly to me. The big problem is that different people will require different levels of proof. And as mentioned before, these are questions that rarely support graphs or experiments, so the proof provided by one side will rarely be accepted as valid by the other. And this is why we end up always returning to this argument.
And the science vs religion debate has been going furiously for a hundred years with little progress being made on either side (I expect this message to make little difference too...)
A quick word to the scientists. Those who know about the philosophy of science will understand the phrase 'there is no truth in science' (for my mathematician friends, I am fully aware that there is plenty of truth in maths). Science is just a bunch of theories constructed to help us understand the world around us. Let's take the development of gravity. In ancient history people understood that things went towards the earth, and the Romans constructed complicated aqueduct systems based on an understanding of such. Then Newton formulated his theory of gravity, allowing the formulation of equations to predict motion, and eventually the launch of man into space. Now the talk is of gravitons and things of which I know very little, helping us to understand the deepest workings of the universe. Each stage in this development was useful, and each stage modelled the world more accurately. But I don't need to know about gravitons to understand that my teacup will fall to the ground and smash if I let go of it. So different levels of theories are useful for solving different problems. I should know - I teach Chemistry, where from GCSE to A-level we have to completely re-learn how atoms work, and then re-learn it all over again at University! Science changes, it ebbs and flows. As more evidence comes to light previous theories get re-evaluated and new ones get formulated. I don't expect this to end anytime soon.
I think scientists should thus be cautious at putting too much stock in their science, as I saw one internationally reknowned scientist do at a recent talk at school. Great scientist, but a touch misguided in my view.
And a quick word to the anti-scientists (put a scientist and an anti-scientist together in a room and you get an almighty explosion!). Most anti-scientists will at some point have driven a car, taken some aspirin, used a computer, carried a plastic bag, listened to an ipod, made a phone call, eaten food and worn clothes. They need to be aware that everything they do in their daily life has been modified and developed by scientists, all in order that their lives may be easier and more comfortable. And to focus on my own area of expertise, if you get ill you are going to be more indebted to the medical and pharmaceutical scientists than you know. So I think it is curious that these folk should try and poo-poo some areas of science (take, say, evolutionary biology) while being so totally indebted to the rest of the scientific community. It is the same spirit of exploration, discovery and evidence-based research that is being used in each - if you trust in the method in one area, why not trust it in another. Conversely if I were to try and understand the theory of gravity, or how to make plastic, by reading the Bible or Koran, that would be a mistake.
So where are we left up?
Well I hope that I have argued a decent case for the merry co-existence of science and religion (and I am quite chuffed that I have only used the term 'god' a couple of times!). And I hope that I have fired a few warning shots across the bows of both parties lest they get too close to fighting each other. Perhaps I should get a job with the UN peacekeepers.
As with all conflicts, perhaps what I would hope for is that each side would seek to understand the opposition better. I think each would see that there is actually much more common ground between the two than they realise. Both scientists and people of faith want to improve the world in which we live. We all want to feed the poor, heal the sick, share relationships and care for the broken-hearted. We each have our ways of rationalising the world in which we live. So we should hence be a touch careful before we polarise ourselves too far in one direction or the other. If my life is perfectly happy without understanding evolution than that's fine. And if my life is perfectly happy without any kind of faith then I would respect that too. But each side may never know when they might need the other.
And above all, we are all human and make mistakes, and I apologise if I have made any errors here. In this argument each side will naturally try to focus on the weaknesses of the other, but this would be an all too common error. In fact the weaknesses of humanity is one area where faithists (certainly Christians), game theorists and biologists are all very much on the same page!
A good read for understanding other arguments for the middle ground is 'The Language of God' by Francis Collins, top scientist and Christian. Also Cardinal Cormac O'Murphy wrote a good article in the Times on the same subject, prompted by the anniversary of Darwin.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Barabbas : Grace
Luke 23:13-25
13Pilate called together the chief priests, the rulers and the people, 14and said to them, "You brought me this man as one who was inciting the people to rebellion. I have examined him in your presence and have found no basis for your charges against him. 15Neither has Herod, for he sent him back to us; as you can see, he has done nothing to deserve death. 16Therefore, I will punish him and then release him."[c]
18With one voice they cried out, "Away with this man! Release Barabbas to us!" 19(Barabbas had been thrown into prison for an insurrection in the city, and for murder.)
20Wanting to release Jesus, Pilate appealed to them again. 21But they kept shouting, "Crucify him! Crucify him!"
22For the third time he spoke to them: "Why? What crime has this man committed? I have found in him no grounds for the death penalty. Therefore I will have him punished and then release him."
23But with loud shouts they insistently demanded that he be crucified, and their shouts prevailed. 24So Pilate decided to grant their demand.
My Topic today is the Death that brings life. Nowperhaps you're a little like I was at the age of about 17, and you reckon you're done with hearing about Jesus death. I'd been going along to the Christian Meeting at my school for a couple of years, and I'd noticed that the talk schemes seemed to come back round to talking about quite familiar themes, particularly Jesus' Death. I'd been to Iwerne in the summer as well, I'd heard quite a similar talks program there a couple of times in a row, and so I went up to Paul Williams who was running the meeting at the time. "Mr. Williams, I feel like the content of the Christian meeting is a bit samey, and I think we should move onto some more complex issues. You know I'd really fancy a couple of philosophical, intellectual theological (those were the longest words I knew at the time) debates, you know, throw a couple of ideas around, instead of constantly talking about this Jesus' Death bit, which, to be frank, I'm sort of done with now".
I wonder, does anyone here feel like that.
If you do, just before you switch on the Autopilot, hear me out for a second. You see the Good news about Jesus death is the big story of History and it is the big story of every Christian life. I'll also dare to say that though we think we've heard it all before we don't fully understand it. Now don't get me wrong, you're all bright young sparks who probably got the technicalities in a couple of seconds. I sin, Jesus died on the cross, takes my punishment in my place, I have eternal life yadayadayada.
But knowing about Jesus death is not just technical knowledge. It's not just a question of getting how it works. It is a truth that has deep deep consequences. Consequences that we spend our lifetime discovering.
Knowing about Jesus death is a bit like waking up at school on Monday morning and looking at your watch to see 9:30am on the dial.
First you look at it. 9:30. Nice. Half way in between 9 and 10. Hmm.
Your rub your eyes, scratch your head, look back at your watch.
NINE THIRTY!!!! AHHH! I've missed Biology with Mr. "I'm going to eat you anyway because you still haven't handed in your coursework" Smith, I have approximately minus 20 seconds to get all my clothes on find my Spanish folder from in front of the dining hall, learn for my vocab test, run back to my room to get my pen, and then turn up a dishevelled wreck ready for a beating in L3 on the second floor of the language block.
The technical bit you get straight away – you realise what the hands mean. But 9:30 means a bit more than just, I just slept 10 hours. It takes a while for your brain to get fully into gear and work out the consequences, that you are up trouble creek without a paddle.
Jesus death is more than just technical info. It has life-long life-changing consequences. So we're going to meditate on Jesus now. Not in the arms outstretched lotus position 'om' sense of meditation, but in the Christian sense. We're going to think about it, but properly, So I'm going to pray, and ask God to soften our hard hearts that so often think they've heard it all before, and allow us to know a new sense of wonder and awe at the death of our Lord. And if you want that please pray for yourselves with me, as I pray that God would prepare each one of us to understand more deeply what it means that Jesus has died for us.
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Jesus death is a ludicrous exchange. The innocent is killed and the guilty go free.
Firstly. The innocent is killed.
Now Jesus has already done the rounds, he'd been to a Jewish court, been to see Herod, Now he's back, the case is no further, but Pilate must make a decision on Jesus' fate.
Pilate stands to speak, follow it in verse 14 "You brought me this man as one who was inciting the people to rebellion. I have examined him in your presence and have found no basis for your charges against him. 15Neither has Herod, for he sent him back to us; as you can see, he has done nothing to deserve death. 16Therefore, I will punish him and then release him."
Jesus is innocent. It was clear, after considerable consultation Jesus was clearly innocent of the charges brought against him. But The people shout again, v18 "Away with this man,". No says Pilate, verse 22 he says he finds "no grounds for the death penalty" v23.
Nevertheless the people persist, and their shouts prevailed. 24So Pilate decided to grant their demand.
Extraordinary, Pilate condemned an innocent man to death.
His innocence:
But there's more. Jesus is not just not a criminal, as Pilate had found him to be. the Bible says "he knew no sin (2 cor 5:21)" and that he was "Tempted in all things as we are, yet without sin (Heb 4:15)". Not only was he innocent of insurrection, he was innocent of any crime, social or moral that there has ever been.
His punishment:
And his punishment. It was more even than a Roman cross. He wasn't just going to suffer the agony of asphyxiation, He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree" says the apostle Peter. So in his all our sin was condemned in him. – a bit like Big bang theory –the world is meant to start with all mass concentrated on a tiny extraordinarily heavy point , so in Jesus' death all our sin was condensed and the full weight borne in him. Right there on the cross.
A ludicrous exchange – the innocent is killed.
But then there's more to this ludicrous exchange. The innocent is killed for a purpose, namely that the Guilty go free.
The guilty go free
the guilty go free.
Barabbas was guilty, look at verse 19, in prison for insurrection, the very same crime of which Jesus was accused, and he was a murderer. He had taken another man's life. Crucifixion was the punishment he deserved.
But the crowd shout out in verse 18 "Release Barabbas to us", and despite Pilate's remonstration, v23 "their shouts prevailed".
So a convicted criminal, terrorist, freedom fighter, murderer facing certain crucifixion is released.
Our guilt:
And Of course it isn't just the guilty Barabbas who goes free.
We are guilty. Guilty as hell. The Roman law had found Barabbas wanting, but far less wanting than we are in the face of the heavenly law. You know, even before we get into the detail of what is required of us we know we fall short. Jesus summed up God's commands as wholehearted love for God and for our neighbour. But let's be honest that's just not us. We fail spectacularly at loving those around us for a start. We forget them, we ignore them, we take them for granted, we use them. And as for God – we treat him even worse than our mates, well let's just imagine we treated our friends like we treat God. We resolved to speak to them, but then fell asleep while doing so? We resolved to listen to them speak, but often end up staring into the middle distance dreaming about the guy or girl we fancy instead. We asked for their help, but rarely remembered to thank them for it. That would be a bad way to behave toward a friend, let alone God our creator. And yet, that is how we are, through and through.
Like Barabbas, we are guilty.
Our freedom:
Yet in this ludicrous exchange the guilty go free.
Imagine being Barabbas standing there in front of the baying crowd, manically jeering and heckling Pilate, scoffing at Jesus and asking for your freedom. On the face of it, you're the worst person on the stage, You can still see the face of the man you killed. And yet you're the one getting the VIP treatment, you're the flavour of the month, and this guy Jesus whom you hardly know, but you can see enough of to know he's no criminal is going to get it. In fact that piece of wood that you were going to carry on your shoulders, his lifeless body will be pinned to that by evening, the whips hanging up in the barracks right now, that were going to burn into your back, they'll be for his now.
Can you imagine it? But that is us. Walking free with the taunting shouts of crucifixion directed at Jesus in the background. Free. Free from sin, free from punishment, free from death, free to serve, free to live, free to know God.
Jesus, The innocent is killed so we, the guilty go free.
The exchange
That's it – the ludicrous exchange.
It's like if you were holding your mobile phone somewhere in Notting Hill and randomly George Clooney or Angelina Jolie came up to you and said, I'm really sorry, I 've just got to make a phone call home, and I've forgotten my mobile, so I was just wondering whether if I give you 5 million pounds, and you can come to any of my premieres for free forever and mi casa es tu casa I could just borrow you phone.
Erm. 5 millions pounds, premieres forever, and tu casa es mi casa. In exchange for my phone? (count up on fingers) Sure.
A ludicrous exchange. Just like Jesus' death
Let me ask you, before we go any further Do you know that to be true for your life? It's simple – Jesus is willing to forgive all who put their trust in him. Have you done that.
But for all of us, that message is what we need to know, deeply, not just technically. As in not just ah it's 9:30am how unusual. But its 9:30 – get out of bed, find my Spanish folder etc.
And If realising it's 9:30 when you wake up has consequences for the whole day, knowing Christ crucified changes the whole of life.
There is so much to say, but I would just like to look at two aspects:
It means no pride, and it means no disgrace. Or to put it more directly a slap in the face and loving arms.
So firstly no pride – or – a slap in the face.
For those with false confidence the cross neatly whips the carpet of our own self-satisfaction out from under their feet. It's a slap in the face for the proud.
You see my pride would like to have the following obituary in the heavenly times; "Basically jfa was born, went around being a seriously good bloke, and Jesus and God took note of him, and all he'd done and said. Jfa's a good bloke he can join our good bloke posse up in heaven. And that's it - because of everything that jfa is and everything that he did, he ended up with eternal life – all thanks to jfa". That was I look really good.
But Jesus death leaves no room for pride.
No pride because It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are.
The cross means that as far as getting into God's good books it doesn't matter who you are. You could have a Christian family, go to a Christian school, be house prefect, CU secretary, that person whom everyone thinks is a really good bloke / blokette honestly.
Someone like Patricia Proud.
Hi I'm patricia I'm so fun, I'm so cool, everyone wants me at their party. God you would love to have me at yours as well. I have 1 million 432 thousand, 605 facebook friends and they all asked me to be their friend before I even touched my mouse.
I am brainy. You know I am going to one of the Christians where everyone goes, man – so cool and a Christian. Wow!
And I am seriously humble, like all that stuff I just said, that was only stuff other people told me anyway. Hang on – must go, so many texts to write so little time."
The cross is a slap in the face of Patricia's pride, there's no doubt about it. You see the real truth about her life is that she is so sick, so depraved in her being that Jesus had to die for her, no other way could she be rescued. Ouch!
It doesn't matter what you've done.
Secondly, no pride because it doesn't matter what you've done
Jesus isn't going to forgive you your sins because you've been on camp since you were 2 and you're been to every single reunion/ houseparty/ Christian Union meeting since then. Although if you have, that's an insanely good effort. Even if you have sat through more time in church than most people on the planet put together. That's not your qualification for heaven.
But I give blood, I always answer my texts, I pray, I read the bible. Sometimes.
And I'm good. I mean I'm so loyal. I have only one boyfriend, and we're going to marry, and I don't sleep with him, and I won't until we do.
Those things are not going to save us. To think that God accepts us because of them, To put our confidence in them is like serving up a cow pat for supper and thinking it'll be eaten just because you put some icing on the top.
This is what the cross teaches us. Like an icing sugar coated cow pat we may look sweet on top, but we are all disgusting inside. That is exactly why Jesus had to die.
Jesus' death means no Pride. A slap in the face. Ouch
No disgrace
But Jesus death also means no disgrace. The loving welcoming arms of God. You see for all the moments when we are so puffed up we're about to take off, I think there are just as many moments where we live in fear and humiliation.
Like: I'm just not in with the right crowd, I don't look as good, my Dad hasn't got as much cash as they have, I feel like I look frumpy not attractive, No one would stay in a room because I was there. I can't live up to the expectation of my parents and I know I'm going to disappoint in my exams. When people look through me or talk over me, I get the message. I am not needed on this planet.
We've all felt something of that at some time, have we not. And yet the cross means there is no disgrace., we never need to feel unwanted again. Once again, it doesn't matter who you are, and it doesn't matter what you've done.
It doesn't matter who you are.
It doesn't matter who you are. At the cross Jesus died for all. He died so that while we trust in him there is nothing in us that could ever be big enough to disqualify us from eternal life. No amount of self-hate can ever prise away the loving arms of God.
'But I could never be one of those keen Christians – every time I come on Iwerne I'm surrounded by all these sorted keanos who thunder around full of confidence, I have the faith of a mouse, and a not very persuaded one at that.'
So we might think.
But let's not forget the exchange on that cross wasn't just for sorted white stuff wearing Iwerne keanos, it was for all including the very worst, the Barabbases of our world, which is everyone if we're going to be honest
Jesus' death means, no disgrace It doesn't matter who you are.
It doesn't matter what you've done
And it doesn't matter what you've done.
Do you remember the guy you eloped with at that party you wanted to sleep with, and you thought it fine at the time, but now you wince at the thought? Do you remember that web of lies you spun when you stole that thing, and your best friend still doesn't know. Do you remember the rage you got into last term, how you insulted that younger boy. How about when you were drunk the other weekend and your friend asked you what you were doing in the holidays and you deliberately said 'I'm going on this thing with my mates' so as to avoid mentioning that it's Christian because you're so ashamed of belonging to Jesus? Well I remember doing all of that sort of thing.
Perhaps we get so nervous – Will I get my A? Will I be picked for that team? Will I make it to head of house? Will I get into this posh university with all the colleges, because, my dad, my mum my grandpa and my dog all went there and if I don't my life will be a ruin and I'll just have to curl up in the corner of the great cave of mourning and groan for forty years.
Stop worrying, foolish heart. Because of Jesus death there is no disgrace.
Now I think that is just wonderful, because quite simply it lets me be real. At the cross, the very worst of me is laid bare for my heavenly father, the greatest moral authority there is, to see, and dealt with in Jesus, forever.
I can be real - I don't have have to convince myself that what you have before you is a model citizen product of the best education system in the world with the whole world at his feet. No this, is a fowl excuse of an existence saved by the blood of Jesus. I know, because I have done what this body has done, and I have thought what this body has thought. But I can be real, because I'm not afraid of reality. What ever you learn of me, The judge of all time knows worse, and yet still STILL, I will be spending eternity with him.
Let's remember it then. The Innocent Jesus was killed, but guilty, you and I go free. That is and always will be the big story of our lives. We'll leave today, we'll help our mum do the washing up one day over Christmas and think all of sudden that we're the noblest thing since the round table – Bam No pride - You were born, you sinned, Jesus died for you. Down you come. And then probably some relative will ask you at some family luncheon what you did on this conference, and you'll say something weedy like I had a lot of fun it was very interesting, and you'll go up to your room and think what a missed opportunity to share the gospel, Head up. It's for wretches like you that Jesus died so you could go free. And just because he loves you. That is and always will be, the big story of our lives. Let's know it, and know it deeply
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Talk @ Radley Chapel Mid week :: Gayle Williams
Or how about, Imagine if community service on Wednesday actually cost you extra. Let’s you had a 50% chance that you’d get kicked out of your rugby team as a result. Would you bother doing community service?
How about if you wanted to help out children with disabilities to learn to live with their disabilities, but it involved living with no protection in a war zone, in a culture where people like you are murdered every week. Would any of us do that?
Perhaps you’ve guessed today’s famous Christian already. Gayle Williams said yes to that last question. Only two weeks ago the British aid worker was alive, working with the poorest and most unfortunate of the children in Afghanistan, young boys and girls who had lost limbs to landmines and bombs, teaching them the basic skills needed to survive in a harsh and violent land.
10 days ago she was murdered by the Taleban while walking along a quiet, tree-lined street in Kabul on her way to work.
Gayle Williams dedication was remarkable. She lived to serve the people of Afghanistan. Her mother said, "Gayle was serving a people that she loved, and felt God called her to be there for such a time as this,"
Unlike many aid workers, she believed in living among the people she served, staying in a modest private house, shunning an armed escort in favour of using her own two feet. She made an easy target for the two gunmen who had been lying in wait for her.
Gayle Williams was committed to serve a country not her own and prepared to pay the price. Committed to such an extent she had already made clear her wish to be buried there. In the 19 th century missionaries would head off from England to Africa with their possessions packed in a coffin. There was no doubt they would not be coming back. and I suppose Gayle Williams was the modern equivalent.
But why? What would drive a person to such immense sacrifice. Many of us, I suppose would find it hard to live our whole lives abroad in France, let alone a 3rd world muslim culture, let alone one where life is far more precarious commodity. Why did she do it?
The Chairman of her Charity, Mike Lyth said: "We are Christian - that is what gives us the motivation to go into a dangerous and difficult country to try to help”
The words we have just read in our reading, I imagine were quite familiar to Ms Williams. “
5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
6Who, being in very nature[a] God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
7but made himself nothing,
………
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
Why did she do it? I can see at least three reasons in those verses. A role model and reason and a resource for her sacrifice.
A role model in Jesus Christ. Gayle Williams’ Lord had relinquished the glory of heaven to come down to earth for mankind. Couldn’t she relinquish the comforts of her materially wealthy and secure existence for the people of Afghanistan. I wonder couldn’t we?
A reason. Another famous missionary once said, “If Christ be God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for Him”. I wonder can we identify with that?
A resource. Surely very few men or women could pluck up the courage to do this alone. Her mother again. Gayle “died doing what she felt the Lord had called her [to] and she is definitely with him”. God had called her and equipped her to do the job. She found it not in herself but in Christ to do this thing.
Talk @ Saygo :: Jesus is King :: 2 Samuel 7
Talk @ Radley. Tempus Fugit - Do what counts Matthew 6:19-21
Monday, March 24, 2008
Christianity & Sport. Radley College Chapel Feb 08
I had always made the team at school and rather fancied myself as a rower, but now I wasn’t so sure. Tomorrow was the final cut, and I was one of the four under the knife. For the two that didn’t make it, that would be the end. No consolation prize, no reserves team, just a quick word from the coach and then they wouldn’t be seen again. The atmosphere during training had a bitter edge, there was a little polite conversation, but you could see that inside everyone was nervous: the next days’ results would decide the success of their year, even of their time at Oxford.
From then on, how would they answer the question, “How’s the rowing?”? Would it be, “Great I made the team” or would they have to mumble out “I got dropped, I wasn’t good enough”?
For many, success in this world decides whether they feel accepted. And so everyone wants to be an achiever so that they will be accepted by be it by their teachers, their friends, their, parents, even by themselves. I wonder is that you as well? That was certainly how I worked. Everything, and everyone around me told me that life was about achievement, and if I wanted to be accepted I needed to be an achiever.
But over the course of my time at school I became a disciple of Jesus, and so when I sat on my bed that December, on the last night before team selection, as a follower of Jesus, I was able to open up this psalm and read with confidence, “O God you are my God, “. I cannot tell you what a joy it is to be able to speak those words and really mean them. You see for most in the rowing team, rowing success is their god, for others academic success is their god, or image, or relationships. The whole world around us tells us that life is all about GCSEs, sports teams, then A levels, University, degree, a massive salary, a nice big house, a beautiful wife or husband. The world tells us those are the goals of life. That is what really matters.
Sure, it’s good to give your all but achievement is a terrible thing to worship What if everyone thinks quicker than I do? What if they remembers more than me? Run faster? Make more money? Have a bigger house? are better at music? more popular? Looks better?. What if I’m never going to achieve?
The wondrous news for the followers of Jesus, however, is that achievement and acceptance by others just doesn’t need to be a worry, I don’t need to live with those goals. I knew that December evening that I need not worry about whether I get into the first team or the second team or even if I get dropped altogether. I don’t need to worry about acceptance by others. You see that’s not what life is all about.
You see, I can say boldly that I have been accepted by God, and that my ultimate goal is not boat race success, nor success in all my exams, nor getting on the rich list, or any other achievement, but my ultimate goal is heaven, eternity with God, where there will be no tears, no death, no mourning and no pain. And because of his amazing loving kindness, God takes me as I am, full of pride, hate, bitterness and godlessness, rowing blue or not. I can say that boldly not because of anything I have achieved, but because of what Jesus Christ achieved, dying on the cross to take the punishment for my sin. I can look forward to everlasting life, because God, the merciful, loving God of the universe, is my God. I pray that the same may be true for you.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Shell 5 version of Thine be the Glory
| May the praise be yours immortal victorious Lord |
| your winning battle over mortality is unstoppable |
| godly people in colourful robes moved the rock aside |
| left Jesus' bandages where he must have slept |
| Don't worry about a thing, |
| cause death will never overcome our Lord |
| Oh the saviour comes to us, resurrected from his death bed |
| Kindly he sees us spreads fright and death |
| Let the chapel with happiness songs of winning proclaim |
| and now Jesus is alive, life is still better than dying |
| We do believe you now, wonderful Son of God. |
| There is no point in living in your absence, help us in our weakness |
| Let us rise above the risen, using your eternal forgiveness and love |
| Guard us on our journey to your sacred place above |
